Her again.

I had a dream about B again.
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I was.... wanted by the government. Because.... I was special or
defected or an experament. All of the above I guess. And I wanted to
escape. So I set out to do it. But they were watching me. Like bugs in
the rooms you know?
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So I hid in the kindergarden room where it was safer. Less cameras. They
weren't going to look for me there. And B was there.... helping me
escape.
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Being helpful. Nice.... her rare form.
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Why do I keep dreaming about her helping me and saying sorry. Why do my
dreams have us together actually getting along?
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I wouldn't date her.
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And, she wouldn't be someone I'd trust with any valid information.
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She wouldn't fit into my current life, you know?
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Is it a wanting closure thing? Do I want or need to see her again? Or is
she meerly representing something else?
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But what....?
--vihearts