In that morning of regret.

Today I tried to draw Jake and Josh together. It came out okay. I still need practice but that's okay. =) Jake is. ... he feels a tad evil you know? He's manipulative (SOUNDEDITOUT) and sometimes ends up using Josh even if he didn't mean to. I picture a type of make out session or one nigtht stand happening here and Josh feels a tad guilty tward whoever his future true love is. Jake sees this and comments "You know, it could very well be me." Something crule yet mocking but utterly in the end hopeful. Jake would so very much love to be his.

The Most....

The most romantic thing you can do for me is to help me fall asleep. A lullaby even though you say you can't sing.

The most I'll ever ask of you is to listen when I need you to.

The most hateful thing I'll do to you is be rude for about 5 min before saying sorry.

The most I've thought about you is today, the record will be broken tomorrow.

The most romantic thing I'll do for you at the moment is write you a song. Then sing it to you.

The most time I'll spend helping you in a day is twenty hours if I sleep. I never sleep....


-Vi

Another Muse.

I can't stand my current feelings lately. I'm sitting on this idea I've had forever, well several. I've always done BL, that's boy's love, stories, but I plan to eventually do a GL. A Girl's Love.

A GIRL'S LOVE!

A FRIGGEN' GIRL'S LOVE!!!!

I'm a...method writer?

And I feel like this is the year to at least develop the characters and do a few drawings of them. That means..... I'm "lesbian" till I at least get the idea solid. Concept kills me, I mean kills me. I already have my temporary crush, my current muse who is so lively and beautiful it hurts. She's amazing! AMAZING! And-duh, I cant do a thing about it, just sit here an suffer till my feelings get so bent up I actually write or draw the stupid thing! (lol)


Now for the one or two people who might read this and for the one person who might read this and know me: No, it's no one you know, don't worry.

I'm just going to artificially be in love for a while to get the ideas flowing. But I might actually have a real small crush on her aside from that.



Heh, I just love to suffer.