Changes

So a LOT's changes since I last posted and that's good.

I'm "free" to be my own person, though my own person still has issues. I like being just friends with Ro. That's all I've wanted for a while. =)

Sergio got me into Dr. Horrible. I also got into The Guild, Glee, and Community.

It's about time on the last one since I actually met the guy. Soooo nice in person! I miss ICF events and yes. I miss editing. But I want to write a short at the moment. Love = Amore was a DISASTER the director was a jerk and everyone, even his BFF thought so. Atleast I have some satisfaction in being right.

But I'm not 100% what I want to write.

Theres the infinite reality one and the red string one. Or mby option3, something compleatly different?

Oscar nominations for editing....

Yearly editors seminar, a tribute to the invisible artists.

Nominated films:

Avatar, District 9, inglourious Basterds, The Hurt Locker, Precious

As you know, anyone with any form of editing softwear can edit, but a
true editor can make a film dance.

In disstict 9 they had a seperate unit called the Doco Unit that got
random people to talk. About what, 90 mins of talking head footage. It
took a lot of splicing and work to give it structure. Then they had to
make is shorter and shorter till the movie was watchable. Some
information was lost, touch decicions were made. Originally the
infection was in 2 days but had to be shotned.

Tbc
--vihearts

Editing Panel?

So were in this mega long line trying to get tix to the editing panel
right now. It's a 1st come 1st serve deal. I hope we get in. =)

I'm wearing a new t-shirt by the way. It's got Link on it! So I feel
lucky! Vi in baby blue seems to work.

Oooh I just got my ticket! l'm so happy! =D

Let me tell you, the kids at ICF are much better to hang with then the
guys I hung out with last night. Lol.

I'm starving though. Last night I only had mac nl cheese, yams, and a
waffle, due to lent. And the guy next to me had a giant platter of
chicken!

I'm happy, I have my ticket, I'm going to the editing panel. I'll update
you as it goes. =)

@the Egyptian.
--vihearts

Life musings on March 5th.

So the doc. Office calls me to remind me of my appointment, it was for
2:30 but they call and say 3:30, I admit that I'm 30 min late from when
they told me (btwnotmyfaultseelastpost) BUT I'm not that late! I don't
need no shit for an eerror that they made. Jeez. Mby they shuld keep
track of themselves.

I hate it when ppl look down on you for mistakes they made.

I was like, err I'm only 30 min late.

And she's all rude. 2:30, YOUR the one who told me 3:30!

Gah why is everyone being so mean to me!?

This is why I hate to depend on others and why I refuse to trust
others.

I can't count on anyone.

I miss Dallis....

I know he never let me down only because he's never had the chance to. I
confess I wish I had dated him when I had the chance. Stupid
ex-boyfriend being all not worth anything but me still being loyal to
him even though he would have never found out but damn it I'm too good
of a person to cheat. *sigh*

My dentist is fast though, a few more months and I'll have no more
braces.

Most females annoy me but his year I've made some good female friends on
the track team who aren't rude on sven levels like most girls are. I'm
happy with that.

Blank (no real names lol) bought a pair of shoes for me to paint with
pin-up track girls. I'm excited about that! Lol her and L and I go out
every week lately before practice. I love ordering a salad cuz Blank
gets all huffy! She's all like, "Vi when your with us you eat fat!"
lol.

Blank even brought me some clothes once when I forgot to bring any. I
was all oooh noo I can't run in jeans! Lol.

L is a great runner who finds like everything funny sometimes lol. She
drew us at Denny's in my sketch book and my mom was like WTF is that?!
Lol.

Hrmmm I need to count on people much less and just fend for myself.
That's all. ^^

It's my fault for thinking I might matter to people that's all. The fake
girl who's stuck up whenever I get more attention can have her way,
fuck, I don't care.

I'm better then her and I usually never EVER say I'm better then anyone,
but let's face it, I can get a guys attention without having to resort
to what she does. She lets them grope her tits so much it's overdone,
yeah boobs, we've seen em'. So shimmy those saggy bags somewhere else
missy!

I'm not gunna let the world get me down, no no! <3

PS- not to be mean but it's better I tell the blank world of the
internet and not someone I know this... She has zero taste in fashion
and is a pooozer. *sigh* I feel all better now! Lol

<3
--vihearts

Hate that "girl"....

So I have a friend that I can count on most of the time, except when he
hangs out with this one, so called female who always makes him waste his
time. Now, I wouldn't mind this IF I was the sort of person who never
had to be anywhere on time.

The fact of the matter is I never ask for a ride unless I neeed one.
NEEED a ride. And so when he is with this woman, and I happen to need a
ride, he always comes two hours or more laaaaaate what the
fuuuuuuuuck!?

Shit okay so once I had to turn in my art final between thease 3 hours,
and I ask for a ride to get me there EARLY I ended up late, running my
ass off to JUUST catch my teacher before he left the room.

And now I'm late for my doc. Appointment. And he's with her again. And
the worst thing is A: I can't call him on it because he thinks I'm being
wierd for noticing that sheee cons him into waisting his time when he
shuld be umm idk actually being a good friend and keeping his word. The
fuck man. And B: she isn't even single! So he has no reason to impress
her or put her above me.

Now you might say, Vi-Chi, you live in LA no? Isn't that a lot of
traffic?

Well yes random person, LA has a lot of heavy trafic but the thing is it
works like clock work and so everyone in LA knows how to account for
traffic. It's not like today is going to be THE DAY where everyone will
drive traffic free.

The freeways are jamed, we have slow hours, you can usually account for
all of this.

Hrmmm.... I hate it, he was once late to help me out because she wanted
to look at puppies.

FML

I wish I matterd more then those trivial things, I trully do.

<3

10 O'clock madddness!?

So I chose to not keep crashing the 5-7 math class. Although it has more
perks and such, I just can't help it. It's around 5 that I turn utterly
useless. I know the 10 o'clock class with be harder BUT it always has
time to cram before it, while the 7 o'clock class is RIGHTAFTER track
practice. I'd have zero time to prepare for anything. And I need my Hail
Mary time, lol. Time to make that last sec pass to score for the team!

In other news I painted somthing I don't 100% hate lately. Happy Vi.

<3

Getting to Know Vi

My family consists of my mother, brother, bird (Greeny), father, and myself. My mom is a good woman who's childish and a bit repetitive, she'll ask you something at least twelve times the exact same way before understanding anything. It's my pet peeve to, so I get head aches often. But she's good, she more or less raised me and my brother by herself.

My brother is my "Super Cool Hero" and had been since I was a little girl. He has a great taste in fashion and music and always has had perfect skin. He can sing, play the guitar, and used to animate and draw, but then later gave it up.

My dad left us twice and I don't respect him much. especially because he visits just to use our Internet and watch our TV. I hate how he acts like he's still in charge even though he should consider himself only a guest in our house. I'm mean and sometimes I feel very guilty about it.... I try to be nice to him. I do....

My bird, Greeny, is too cute! She's the only person I can say has a "cute lil' but". I think she's mean though. She looks like she has an attitude and I always look at her to say "Don't you judge me." She's the only one who knows how bad my morning OCD can get.

So right now I live with my mom and my bird in a two bedroom apartment. My brother and I used to share a room but I usually just ended up crashing on the couch. My room is a mess! But I'm happy to have it to myself! I just need to get rid of some old things in the past that are holding me back. I hate being unable to throw things away, meaningless emotional attachments to inanimate objects are the worst.

Right now me and my mom are both going to school at different times and I have a Saturday class.... we don't see each other much then. I also gave up TV for Lent, this Catholic thing where you have to give something up to thank Jesus for dieing for us.... or something like that. I'm not really a Catholic, not hard core at least, but since my Grandmother died a while ago I feel like I need to try more. Well, I gave up TV but my mom still watches TV so now we spend even LESS time together because she won't stop watching it.

I was born in California and it owns my heart! I've lived here my whole life and have never gotten tired of it, this place is my home. I still want to travel though! I neeeeed to go to Canada to visit someone and to Japan just to bask in it's glory. I've only been to Mexico so far, and our car got stolen! Haha, I was just so P-O'd they took my sketch book! I mean, drawing is my life!

I love to read, if I had to pick a category or two for my top favorites I'd pick: tainted romance, drama, adventure, f'd up state of mind phyco fashion drama I don't have a word for it! Oh! And cute fluff. (Fluff is a mostly online term for fluffy romance so sweet it gives you a tooth ache).

I adore music, either emotional or dance. If a song makes me want to cry while I sing it's won me over. I also like Vocalod music because it's made by fans and is always fresh. The songs have great lyrics to like Romeo and Cinderella "I don't want to live my life like Juliet in a tragedy, so come and feel me darling"

"You see I’ve been longing just like Cinderella,
I’ll even run away with just my uniform.
So please let this magic stop the time, before villains try to stop us.
I'll run away just like Juliet,
But don’t call me with that bad-luck name,
Yes, we’re bound, already fit to be tied but wouldn't that be a little bit to dull?
Darling will you even marry me?"

(Rough English translation, but it's a very cute song.)

I don't read magazines anymore, TV is usually boring except for a few shows like "Modern Family" and "The Office". My favorite radio station got shut down and is only online.... but my computer won't load it. I usually read books or Manga (comics from Japan) and online comics. I love things that come straight from everyday people and I think online comics are a great way to tell a story and have it actually be seen. I have an online myself....

When not in school I'm drawing. I have a muse names Marco whom I adore and is sometimes the only reason I live. Sad to say but I can get that..."emo". Michael "Marco" FiF Hearts is a boy who looks very much like a girl and wants to be a Saint one day. He's very selfless and kind. He hates himself though and the only reason he doesn't kill himself is to help others to make up for the fact he's alive. He had a semi traumatic childhood. Poor boy. He's also my FASHION MUSE! I come up with so may outfits for him all the time! Someday I'll make one of them.

I'm also into video editing! I'm even taking a Saturday class for it outside of SMC. Someday I want to edit for a TV show.

I also love to dance and sing like a spaz. I want to act and sing on stage or in front of a camera someday but I'm too shy.


I hope someday soon I won't be so shy and will be able to look people in the eyes more often. I also want to write more comics and grow a fan base. Someday I'd like to be published.

A good story makes me happy or a good song or thought! I am very well know for randomly sqweeing with delight. Lately I'm happy just shooting ideas around on some forums. Just being able to share an idea fills me with joy. A good song and dance or a thrilling manga always cheer me up.

I don't like to get angry. I get stressed out too much though. I freak out over being late to class. I've even had nightmares about it! How pathetic! I also hate it when my laptop freezes when I neeed it. Like it's been doing all month! It dies every hour! So now I have to type all my homework in Blogger because of the auto save feature.

The current world is one big concern, but how can you teach the whole world to love again? That is.... if ever had known love.

My greatest fear is to never be heard. I have so much I want toshare with this world! It aches inside my chest and keeps me going. Someday the world will know my Saint. I'll be bigger then Evangelion! (A classic anime known for it's plot and character depth and how messed up they all are.)

I acted a bit.... just in student films. It's always fun. To be someone else for a moment and sell this emotion off, what a rush! I hope to do more acting in the future but I hate my face too much to do it!

I don't know what else to say.... I don't believe in sexual orientation, at least not for myself. I have brutal allergies that make my whole body shake with a sneeze. I sometimes twitch when it's cold and.... I don't like how some people preach religion but then don't do much to help others, that's just lame.

That's all. I think we'll get to know each other better over time if you'd like. I'm more or less an open book that no one bothers to read.