Getting to Know Vi

My family consists of my mother, brother, bird (Greeny), father, and myself. My mom is a good woman who's childish and a bit repetitive, she'll ask you something at least twelve times the exact same way before understanding anything. It's my pet peeve to, so I get head aches often. But she's good, she more or less raised me and my brother by herself.

My brother is my "Super Cool Hero" and had been since I was a little girl. He has a great taste in fashion and music and always has had perfect skin. He can sing, play the guitar, and used to animate and draw, but then later gave it up.

My dad left us twice and I don't respect him much. especially because he visits just to use our Internet and watch our TV. I hate how he acts like he's still in charge even though he should consider himself only a guest in our house. I'm mean and sometimes I feel very guilty about it.... I try to be nice to him. I do....

My bird, Greeny, is too cute! She's the only person I can say has a "cute lil' but". I think she's mean though. She looks like she has an attitude and I always look at her to say "Don't you judge me." She's the only one who knows how bad my morning OCD can get.

So right now I live with my mom and my bird in a two bedroom apartment. My brother and I used to share a room but I usually just ended up crashing on the couch. My room is a mess! But I'm happy to have it to myself! I just need to get rid of some old things in the past that are holding me back. I hate being unable to throw things away, meaningless emotional attachments to inanimate objects are the worst.

Right now me and my mom are both going to school at different times and I have a Saturday class.... we don't see each other much then. I also gave up TV for Lent, this Catholic thing where you have to give something up to thank Jesus for dieing for us.... or something like that. I'm not really a Catholic, not hard core at least, but since my Grandmother died a while ago I feel like I need to try more. Well, I gave up TV but my mom still watches TV so now we spend even LESS time together because she won't stop watching it.

I was born in California and it owns my heart! I've lived here my whole life and have never gotten tired of it, this place is my home. I still want to travel though! I neeeeed to go to Canada to visit someone and to Japan just to bask in it's glory. I've only been to Mexico so far, and our car got stolen! Haha, I was just so P-O'd they took my sketch book! I mean, drawing is my life!

I love to read, if I had to pick a category or two for my top favorites I'd pick: tainted romance, drama, adventure, f'd up state of mind phyco fashion drama I don't have a word for it! Oh! And cute fluff. (Fluff is a mostly online term for fluffy romance so sweet it gives you a tooth ache).

I adore music, either emotional or dance. If a song makes me want to cry while I sing it's won me over. I also like Vocalod music because it's made by fans and is always fresh. The songs have great lyrics to like Romeo and Cinderella "I don't want to live my life like Juliet in a tragedy, so come and feel me darling"

"You see I’ve been longing just like Cinderella,
I’ll even run away with just my uniform.
So please let this magic stop the time, before villains try to stop us.
I'll run away just like Juliet,
But don’t call me with that bad-luck name,
Yes, we’re bound, already fit to be tied but wouldn't that be a little bit to dull?
Darling will you even marry me?"

(Rough English translation, but it's a very cute song.)

I don't read magazines anymore, TV is usually boring except for a few shows like "Modern Family" and "The Office". My favorite radio station got shut down and is only online.... but my computer won't load it. I usually read books or Manga (comics from Japan) and online comics. I love things that come straight from everyday people and I think online comics are a great way to tell a story and have it actually be seen. I have an online myself....

When not in school I'm drawing. I have a muse names Marco whom I adore and is sometimes the only reason I live. Sad to say but I can get that..."emo". Michael "Marco" FiF Hearts is a boy who looks very much like a girl and wants to be a Saint one day. He's very selfless and kind. He hates himself though and the only reason he doesn't kill himself is to help others to make up for the fact he's alive. He had a semi traumatic childhood. Poor boy. He's also my FASHION MUSE! I come up with so may outfits for him all the time! Someday I'll make one of them.

I'm also into video editing! I'm even taking a Saturday class for it outside of SMC. Someday I want to edit for a TV show.

I also love to dance and sing like a spaz. I want to act and sing on stage or in front of a camera someday but I'm too shy.


I hope someday soon I won't be so shy and will be able to look people in the eyes more often. I also want to write more comics and grow a fan base. Someday I'd like to be published.

A good story makes me happy or a good song or thought! I am very well know for randomly sqweeing with delight. Lately I'm happy just shooting ideas around on some forums. Just being able to share an idea fills me with joy. A good song and dance or a thrilling manga always cheer me up.

I don't like to get angry. I get stressed out too much though. I freak out over being late to class. I've even had nightmares about it! How pathetic! I also hate it when my laptop freezes when I neeed it. Like it's been doing all month! It dies every hour! So now I have to type all my homework in Blogger because of the auto save feature.

The current world is one big concern, but how can you teach the whole world to love again? That is.... if ever had known love.

My greatest fear is to never be heard. I have so much I want toshare with this world! It aches inside my chest and keeps me going. Someday the world will know my Saint. I'll be bigger then Evangelion! (A classic anime known for it's plot and character depth and how messed up they all are.)

I acted a bit.... just in student films. It's always fun. To be someone else for a moment and sell this emotion off, what a rush! I hope to do more acting in the future but I hate my face too much to do it!

I don't know what else to say.... I don't believe in sexual orientation, at least not for myself. I have brutal allergies that make my whole body shake with a sneeze. I sometimes twitch when it's cold and.... I don't like how some people preach religion but then don't do much to help others, that's just lame.

That's all. I think we'll get to know each other better over time if you'd like. I'm more or less an open book that no one bothers to read.